{"id":57001,"date":"2014-07-23T13:00:44","date_gmt":"2014-07-23T17:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/?p=57001"},"modified":"2014-07-22T20:07:56","modified_gmt":"2014-07-23T00:07:56","slug":"i-want-a-vengeful-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/?p=57001","title":{"rendered":"I Want a Vengeful God"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Think Local<\/p>\n<p><strong><em><a href=\"http:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/Hoffman-e1356564447858.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-33209\" src=\"http:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/Hoffman-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"Hoffman\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a>By Chris Hoffman<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(Sherburne, NY \u2013 July 2014) It\u2019s been a rough couple of months.\u00a0 First, a horse.\u00a0 And now a cat.\u00a0\u00a0 On Mother\u2019s Day weekend, the horse was dragged out of a trailer, thrown in a field, and left to die.\u00a0 My friends found him, skin and bones, covered in mud and harness sores, a left rear ankle the size of a soccer ball, a puncture wound in his upper right foreleg.\u00a0 They trailered him to their farm and began the slow and very expensive process of healing him.\u00a0 Against all odds, he\u2019s making good progress.\u00a0 Against even greater odds, he trusts the people taking care of him and has an enormous will to live.<\/p>\n<p>Sometime in April, a long-haired seal point Siamese cat showed up in my back yard.\u00a0 Surely, she must belong to someone, I told myself.\u00a0 But she never left my yard.\u00a0 Ever.\u00a0 I keep a bowl of kibble in the garage for the night cats \u2013 these sad little creatures, who have no permanent home, no life other than mating and birthing and fighting for territory.\u00a0 This new kitty ate from the community kibble bowl.\u00a0 She wanted nothing to do with me, and would run every time she saw me.<\/p>\n<p>I started feeding her good food, talking to her, getting her used to my presence and my voice.\u00a0 She quickly learned to anticipate meal time.\u00a0 Eventually, she came up on the deck, and waited for me to put her dish down.\u00a0 A week ago, she let me pet her.\u00a0 And then I was able to pick her up and brush her.\u00a0 She started talking to me, and after a week of this intimate attention, she now clearly wants to come inside.\u00a0 She has claimed my back yard as her territory, and chases away any interlopers.<\/p>\n<p>My original plan was to get her to trust me enough that I could put her into a carrier and take her to the SPCA.\u00a0 This plan became critical when I saw her mate one afternoon with one of the other homeless cats.\u00a0 So now I have a pregnant cat, not just another cat.<\/p>\n<p>What I didn\u2019t count on with this plan of mine was falling in love. Suddenly, I have a creature who has bonded with me, who reaches up with her two front paws to be petted, who jumps in my lap as I\u2019m sitting in a deck chair and rubs her face against mine while she purrs.\u00a0 It took four months, but she\u2019s gone from wanting nothing from me other than food to wanting me to claim her as she has claimed me.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve accomplished my mission of getting her to trust me.\u00a0 And now I have to betray her, by taking her away and being yet another human who abandons her.\u00a0 She has no way of understanding that I\u2019ve reached (if not surpassed) my indoor cat limit.\u00a0 She has no way to comprehend that bringing her inside would upset the already delicate balance of six resident cats living in a small house.\u00a0 She cannot anticipate her new kittens in my household would definitely cross the line between sanity and insanity.<\/p>\n<p>When I contemplate taking her to the SPCA, it is not the common-sense, intellectual part of me that dominates that discussion in my head.\u00a0 Instead, I am haunted by the look I know will be on her face when I walk away, her expression radiating fear and betrayal and mistrust, as once again another human has tossed her away.<\/p>\n<p>And I am filled with gut-wrenching rage at people who treat animals so carelessly, who take no responsibility for their well-being, and my thoughts turn to revenge.\u00a0 If I were a witch, I\u2019d put a curse on all such people, rendering them homeless and abandoned, scared and vulnerable, left to find food and water all on their own, to never experience love and kindness and gentleness.<\/p>\n<p>What?\u00a0 Too harsh?\u00a0 I think not.\u00a0 Admittedly, not very Ghandi of me, but after seeing what people are capable of either through outright cruelty (the horse) or just plain stupidity or ineptitude (the cat), I\u2019m pretty much out of patience and done with trying to figure out the why of it.\u00a0 Where is a vengeful God when you need one?<\/p>\n<p>If you\u2019d like to follow the progress of Justin Thyme, the horse in this story, visit his website at<a href=\"http:\/\/%20http:\/\/www.gofundme.com\/justin-thyme\" target=\"_blank\"> http:\/\/www.gofundme.com\/justin-thyme<\/a> or on Facebook at <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/pages\/Justin-Thyme-Horse-Rescue\/251406608388924\" target=\"_blank\">https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/pages\/Justin-Thyme-Horse-Rescue\/251406608388924<\/a>.\u00a0 If you feel moved to help people who help animals in need, please consider supporting the Chenango County SPCA at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.cspca.org\/\" target=\"_blank\">http:\/\/www.cspca.org\/<\/a> or Wanderers\u2019 Rest Humane Association at <a href=\"http:\/\/wanderersrest.org\/\" target=\"_blank\">http:\/\/wanderersrest.org\/<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Chris Hoffman lives in the village of Sherburne in her 150+ year-old house where she caters to the demands of her four cats, attempts to grow heirloom tomatoes and herbs and reads voraciously. She passionately pursues various avenues with like-minded friends to preserve and protect a sustainable rural lifestyle for everyone in Central New York.\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Think Local By Chris Hoffman (Sherburne, NY \u2013 July 2014) It\u2019s been a rough couple of months.\u00a0 First, a horse.\u00a0 And now a cat.\u00a0\u00a0 On Mother\u2019s Day weekend, the horse was dragged out of a trailer, thrown in a field, and left to die.\u00a0 My friends found him, skin and bones, covered in mud and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-57001","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57001","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=57001"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57001\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=57001"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=57001"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/madisoncountycourier.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=57001"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}